"I need a brake" words that twisted my heart-
shattering the dream that we would never part.
I asked myself 'what ever did I do wrong?
sad, gloominess could`ve easily been my song.
I wouldn't let the anger and misery grow or cultivate-
uprising feelings I wanted to curb and mitigate.
Took deep breaths to suppress loathe and hate-
didn`t want these feelings to be my everlasting fate.
To change I had to show myself some discipline-
so to cure my sickness I took my medicine.
Alone but not lonely my goal to liberty-
to my old self I'd write it an eulogy.
A change in me became my one and only mission-
out with the old and in with the new, my one ambition.
I opened my mind, revisited the pen-
mended my inner self to be born again.
Wouldn't let others be my one downfall-
to my inner voice I`d answer it`s call.
Worked at keeping a positive inner mind-
exercise and meditation, two combined.
I went about losing a bit of weight-
transforming me, motivation to create.
Walked many miles to feel the light-
braking binding chains always in sight.
Now it`s joy to bathe in the ever shining day-
'cause I braced the warmth, and not the grey.
My story is honest, so very true-
hope it inspires, not bring the blue.